Oliver Hudson He has questioned his identity over the years.
“In terms of identity, I don’t really know who I am,” Hudson, 48, said during the Friday, December 20, episode of his show Sibling Revelry. Podcast. “I say, ‘Well, what makes me happy? fishing? I like to fish, and I have a boat. Nature, yes, okay, but, who am I? What do I do?
“I'm almost 50 years old and, you know, I have existential crises, maybe six (to) eight times a day,” he added. Just trying to figure it out“Who am I, do I have ADHD – of course I do – wait, right?” Should I take the test?
Then podcast guest Jennie Garth asked, “What does all this really matter?” “It doesn't happen,” according to Hudson.
“I put a lot of pressure on myself to provide (and) match my family's standards, which is not imposed on them in any way. This is my bull,” he explained. “Where Kate has become a star, my little brother is now a star, my parents are stars, and he will kill People for my career.”
Oliver is the former couple's eldest son Bill Hudson and Goldie Hawnwho also share a daughter Kate Hudson. After Bell and Hawn, 79, split, Hawn continued to be in love for a long time Kurt Russell. Together they share a son Wyatt RussellHe is also an actor. (Oliver and Kate, 45, and Bill, 75, have been separated for many years, and often Referring to Kourt, 73, as a fatherly figure.)
“At the same point, I'm like, 'Well, I'm the black sheep,'” Oliver added Friday of the comparisons to his relatives. “It's a ridiculous thing to think about. It's all bull—that's what you put yourself through.”
According to Oliver, he “wouldn't be me without” those thoughts.
“But at the same time, when I have those moments… where I'm on top of the world, I don't know why, I get excited,” Oliver added. “I feel like I could do anything and say, 'I want to live in this place all the time.' “I can't handle it.”
Garth, 52, wondered if Oliver “looked in the mirror and said: 'I love you'.”
“No, no, (but) I should,” Oliver said. “It's about self-love (and) self-esteem, which I've been lacking my whole life. So, to look at myself in the mirror and feel that and say it honestly, maybe I'll use humor to deflect those real feelings. I wake up and say, 'It's going to be a great day today.' “.I try to create that energy.”