Natalie Joy He sat with the husband Nick Valel To record the weak and raw podcast podcast episode while the “abortion actively” is their second child.
“It was the greatest sorrow, I think, in my life,” said Joy, 26, on Wednesday, January 29, an episode of Podcast “Files”. “I have not tested anything that I don't feel empty inside.”
Joy collapsed in crying several times while telling the story, until she revealed that she feels “dead from the inside” after the loss.
“I was bleeding immediately for a while,” Joy recalls, noting that she was “frightening” with blood because it was nothing that happened during her previous pregnancy. (Valle and joy The daughter of a river welcomed In February 2024.)
“I think I knew from the jump, but I did not want to accept it. Then, I became heavier and heavier.” “It was as if I had gave birth, as you know, it was as I did, mainly. I was crying and crying, and Nick ran to the bathroom.”
Valle, 44, only “hold” joy after the experiment. In the end, he was able to “recover” the remains.
“This was definitely the most difficult night in my life,” Joy continued. “Just try this, like, something I do not wish for anyone. Unfortunately, I know that many women are testing it. I just feel these people because I was very angry at my body to leave it.”
Joy shared some of the conversation she had with her doctor, which she said to her The door opened to heal.
“Our doctor (was) was able to say that it is not viable, it will not live outside your body. It gives you some hope … If you focus on the scientific part, I think this is what makes you through it.” “It is very difficult to do, because like my mom, you feel everything. From the second that was a positive test of pregnancy, I felt that the child was inside. Until I lost it, it's very real.”
Joy noticed that she was “still bleeding” every time the bathroom was used.
She said, “I don't think I will be able to go to our bathroom and do not feel this feeling.”
Elsewhere in the episode, Joy made her decision to discuss abortion on their podcasts.
“It will take a long time to recover from this, but it is raw and we feel it now,” she explained. “I think this is the reason why I wanted to do this now because I want to show people and I want (tell) mothers who felt this feeling,” Yes, you are not alone. “… My body feels very empty. I just don't want to forget this The child.