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June 2022
During a screening of Kelly's film Taurusexit Tim Sutton He opened up about the couple's wedding plans. “Machine Gun Kelly is supposed to be more of a bride than she is because she's been there before,” he said exclusively. we. “I made it my space to work with them dramatically, answer questions, be there if they needed, but to give them their own space.”
The actor also spoke candidly about how creating the film helped him in his personal life.
“Because of the way I was raised, I push everyone away and every situation that has a positive outcome because I kind of see myself as unworthy or low or unworthy and that's been done since childhood. I'm learning a lot.” More about my childhood now and why I was made like that,” Kelly revealed during one session. “I have a real problem accepting happiness, and it's healthy to watch it on screen to remind yourself to say, 'Okay, yeah, you don't want to end up like that guy.' I always have a weird way of writing things down on paper that come true.”
Fox, who was on stage at the time, supported her fiancé, saying, “You can't get the gifts God is trying to give you if your hands are closed. You have to open your hands.”
In his Hulu documentary, Life in pinkKelly revealed that he contemplated suicide two years ago – and called Fox during his darkest moments. “I was like, 'You're not here for me.' “I'm in my room and I'm scared for her,” he recalls in the film. “Dude, she put the gun in my mouth. I was screaming on the phone as if the barrel was in my mouth. And I cock the gun and the bullet, and when it comes back up, the shell jams. Megan is, like, completely silent.
After the incident, Kelly's daughter, Cassie, and Fox team up to tell him that something has to change. “(They said), ‘I want to love to see you as my father’ and ‘I want to see you as my future husband,’ and I was like, ‘I need to get off drugs for real this time,'” the musician explained.
